Heart. Pounding

You know those times when emotion seems to dictate every action in life? Well, that doesn't happen to me very often, but the last couple nights I've been over run. It's sort of exciting but I don't like it in the fact that I'm not in control. I'm not saying that I'm always in control but these moments are uneasy because of the distance from that control is greater than I'm used to. I think I'm more scared than excited; definitely more scared. But I have to experience life, right?